Raising kids, is so much harder than believe me I ever ever imagined it would be. All I have ever wanted to be is a mom, and a great one just like mine. But some days, I cant believe some of the tests that they put me through. I have a had a few weeks of trying times with Cheyenne, she is incredibly strongwilled and we butt heads all the time. So, celebrating Mothers Day was hard for me this year because at times I dont see myself as that great of a mom, but know I am doing the best that I can.
On the other hand, and in order to not make this the most negative post I have ever left. I would not know what to do with my life with out them and cant imagine even waking up one day without them there driving me nuts. Cheyenne is beautiful and headstrong and growing into the most amazing girl every day. I count my blessings every day for Mason, he is incredible, and loving to a fault. It doesnt matter if we butt head, two mintues later he is climbing all over me and telling me he loves me. My children are amazing and I know I dont tell them that enough, so I wanted to record it while I was thinking of it!
Sometimes you read my mind!! I feel the same way.
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